Don't know why it took me this long to realize that but it really is just plain crazy having THREE babies! I know that for some reason, God wanted to see if Ryan and I could handle having 3 babies at once and believe me, I am SO THANKFUL that He did bless us with our beautiful girls....but wow. He is reminding me again and again that I can't do it all on my own. I need His help to get me through all of this! Since we are all sick, the girls just want to be held all of the time. So I try sitting on the floor, with my legs spread out in front of me....one baby sitting against my left leg, another on my right leg, and then another in my arms. That only satisfies them for a little while. Then I set them all down (while they start screaming) as I try to make 3 bottles as fast as my little heart can. Then I run back over to the girls, put 2 screaming ones on my lap with a pillow to feed them...prop the other one against my right leg and the side of the couch and then insert 3 bottles. Phew - all is quiet....but then...half way through the bottle, my nose starts dripping out of control. So I have to take the bottles out (which leads to 3 screaming babies again)...set them down, run to get a kleenex, run back to the girls, and then get situated all over again to finish their bottles. I no more than get situated and the phone rings. Too bad. Finally all babies are fed and now they (I think) are asleep in their cribs for a (hopefully) super long nap. :) I'm not a big napper but after a day like today, I just might go take one. I guess God just wants to remind me that He is in control and that He will give me the strength that I need to get through each day.
"My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever." Psalm 73:26
(one of my favorites) "Do you not know? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." Isaiah 40:28-31
"For when I am weak, then I am strong." 2 Cor. 12:10
Today I am thankful for feeling weak....because in my weakness, I am reminded that He is the one that makes me strong. He is the one that will get me through. He is the one to be praised.
Okay, time for my nap. :)